Master Key Journey: Week 22

To BE Silent

silencegirlOur choice this week; Remain in the HABITS of the comfort zone, or take the journey into priceless potentiality.  So the question; Do I chose COMFORT, or do I dare to risk?

The RISK means DISCOVERY. In Sunday's webinar Trish said, "Silent thought concentration is therefore the true method of reaching, awakening, and then experiencing the wonderful potential power of the world within."

The Discovery of my essential nature. Who am I really? What are my eternal possibilities? What are my thoughts?  Do I think for myself? Am I always influenced by things, and seeking the approval of others?

Well, I am the curious adventurer and I will embrace the Silence. adventureMy first 24 hours of SILENCE began Tuesday, March 3, 2014 at the stroke of midnight. An aura of tangible silence immediately clothed my outer world. The silence embraced my brain with trepidation mingled with wonder. It is now Me, God, my thoughts, and my journal.

cropped-wintercabincardinal.jpegMy first thoughts are wishing to be somewhere else, separate and apart from my every day trappings. I imagine a cozy warm cabin in a meadow with trails to walk, and snow capped mountins in view.  But my first experience will be here in the familiar, which will with surety lend its own challenges and discoveries about myself.

My thoughts before sleep wove its magic moving me from one form consciousness to the next…Will I wake remembering to be silent? What will I discover about myself; will it be difficult? Will it seem long?  No music, no phone, no computer, no sign language.  I will be preparing meals in silence, eating in silence, cleaning in silence, Being in silence all day and night, into the wee hours of the following morning. 12am-12am.

A_Golden_Day_by_SolitairemilesAlready it is peaceful, I pray, "God walk with me, speak to my heart…may I be still and KNOW You are God…Lead me beside the still waters, refresh my soul, enlighten my spirit, feed me Your Truth…speak in my dreams." Good Night .

I did dream, and in my dream I was living the adventure in silence, actually following through with my assignment while sleeping. Amazing!

Silent Morning

I embrace the morning following my normal routine in silence, make coffee and feed the pups. My husband is already working in his office…working at not disturbing me. I make a latte for him as well, just didn't ask him if he wanted any--usually I do.  Is this the way you move through the silence--JUST DO? And I didn't feel right about just making myself some, although taking that liberty would have been alright my thoughts insert.   I deliver his steaming breve latte, and he looks at me, smiles and gives me lots of kisses.  He is purposefully quieter while I walk this process. The dogs fair well without my voice.  They watch me intently, and I watch them intently. When Cali finishes her food, and nudges her sister away from her bowl and begins eating her food too, I find myself again just doing rather than speaking.  Simply moving Cali away, and allowing Sadi to continue eating suffices.

The brunch silence is tangible, how interesting I observe. Silence tangible. I seem to be in constant observation mode of my internal world and my external world.  We sit and eat in silence, we smile and hold each others eyes. Our eyes smile, speaking volumes of two lives intertwined through three decades of relationship. It is a cozy sweet comfortable tangible silence. And then he is gone, spiriting himself away. Brunch without words, kisses without words, hugs long and wonderful without words.

Silent afternoon & evening

prayingwomanMy companions for this 24-hour adventure in silence is my journal, my Bible, a Devotional book, and a dictionary. The three daschunds remain at my side or asleep at my feet. The setting for the most part is my living room.

I settle into the Psalms. Mark suggested Psalm 46, I read the passage in its entirety to gain the full strength of its message. My eyes scan, “Be still and know that I am God…” Be still…Be…Know that He is God. Psalm 51, “God desires Truth in the inward parts…make me to hear joy and gladness…renew a steadfast spirit within me.


I embrace the silence.

My thoughts are my words today. They come in various sorts; questions, curiosities, statements, beliefs…silentnaturesymphony

My thoughts cascade with reverance; Life is a dance. Life is a beautiful woven tapestry. Life is a poem. This becomes personal; my life is a dance, my life is a beautifully woven tapestry, my life is a poem.  I am His poem. Hmm, that resonates wondrously with me. The thoughts continue, lead me beside the still waters. Be still…BE…STILL my heart Creator of my soul. I am because He is. He breathed into my nostrils the breath of life, and I am a living soul. I have life in Him.

How do you approach the Great and Awesome Architect of the Universe?

Vibrations of the universe…I am learning more about this. Each individual has their own unique vibration. This has me thinking about fingerprints which are unique. What is spirit? Unseen, and invisible. What do I know of my spirit?

silencequoteIn Silence you see, and hear more.  You become adept at observation. More in tune to nature around you. I grew restless in my one spot, I tried outside on the deck, found a spot in the sun, but the chill in the air was still too much for comfort. I napped twice. I tried my bedroom around 7pm, and found myself so relaxed, I fell asleep.  My ghost of husband woke me just after midnight, and in the dark, but not so silent night I shared My curious adventure into Silence with him.

I found an exceptionally helpful video on BBC, called the Big Silence.  It is too long to post here, 12 parts. "Abbot Christopher Jamison, a Benedictine monk, believes that he can teach five ordinary people the value of silent meditation, as practiced by monks in monasteries, so they can make it part of their everyday lives. Journey into the interior space that time in silence reveals. They encounter anger, frustration and rebellion, but finally find their way to both personal and spiritual revelation." Here is Abbot Christopher Jamison giving a short summary of the 12 part documentary. http://vimeo.com/16059212

I am ready to step into the Silence again, but I desire longer.  I feel I just barely touched the surface of ME.  

15 thoughts on “Master Key Journey: Week 22

  1. Geni

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    Thank you Susan. I'm so interested to hear how others experience their SILENCE. Let me know how yours goes. Love you bunches, and looking forward to our next Mastermind. xoxo

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  2. Enjoy the journey and embrace the silence ... Geni, you're living on the outside edge of your comfort zone where all achievement and dreams are realized ... leave a path for others to follow!

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    1. Geni

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      Definitely embracing the silence…and yes, Duane it is outside my comfort zone. Planning the next Silence for Thursday/Friday noon to noon. The weather is better and I am looking forward to a nature walk, to change the scenery up a bit.

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  3. John Kennedy

    This was incredible Geni. I am excited to start my silence to see where it takes me. Based on your experience, it's going to be one fantastic experience.

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  4. Geni

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    John I am excited to hear how your time of silence goes! Please be sure to let me know. My husband and I are tag teaming the experience. He will have his first time of silence Tuesday-Wednesday noon to noon, and then my second will be Thursday-Friday noon to noon. Thank you for stopping by reading, and commenting.

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  5. Geni, I really enjoyed reading your Blog. Your beautiful words evoked so many peaceful images...I agree with you, that "more" is the desire once The Silence is touched...perhaps this is the beginning of having the Peace that passeth understanding...thank you!

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    1. Geni

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      Thank you Mark for reading my post, it is a true gift when someone reads and comments. I am heading into the 'more' in about 30 minutes. Decided to try a noon to noon time frame. I loved reading your experience in the alliance about your errand running, and peoples opinion...you were brave to do so. I will be home, and going for a nature walk this time (weather so much warmer). Just feeling so grateful for people like you met through this MKMMA journey.

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    1. Geni

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      Mary Beth thank you always for your sweet encouraging comments. I am grateful for this class, especially for the friendships developed with people like you. I heading into silence again for 24 hours…the pups handle it well…yours will too. They really watch me when I am quiet.

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  6. Somehow missed commenting, Geni, even though I read this before I went into my own Silence, and greatly encouraged to do so because of your evocative storytelling gift in fullblown operation, my friend. Mahalo.

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  7. Beautiful peek into your 24 hours of Silence! I am doing a little modified version as I write this. All is silent around me - and it is exquisitely bizarre. Will keep watching for what happens next! Great Job!

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    1. Geni

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      It is bizarre; like putting on a cloak, a cloak of silence. I am looking forward to reading about your experience as well Michelle.

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